For anyone who finds this level of Luddite behaviour and techno-trepidation
pitiable, what can I say? I have an aversion to technology that may be verging
on a syndrome. If my disorder does not yet have an acronym lets use this for
now; Persistent Aversion to New Technologies or PANTs. I tried Terror Inducing
Technologies but that wasn’t so good.
Now my lack of car, dishwasher, home internet, TV,
microwave, i-phone etc can be attributed to this new and fascinating condition
rather than, let's say, my budget. Also the fact that I’ve never been on facebook or
tweeted. Or maybe those last two are to do with the fact that I am repelled by
the idea of the mass exposure of the grimiest aspects of human nature. Who can
tell?
The syndrome might be even more complicated and intriguing
than that.
There could be an element of just generally not liking new
things. Maybe that’s why I shop in
charity shops rather than high street stores. Actually no. I do that because of
the price and also because you occasionally find interesting stuff in charity
shops whereas once you’ve been in one high street clothes store you pretty much
know what is in all of them. On the other hand I do still ride the bicycle that
my parents bought me when I was 8!
How – you ask with a hint of scepticism in your voice – do
you cope with the blog? Well, the blog was forced on me by an ongoing problem. Anyone under the age of 35 who came to see me perform would look through
me as if I was vaporising when I responded to their request for a web reference
of Fb page with a negative. They would back away from me faintly disturbed when
they realised I only existed in the real world.
My aversion to technology often tips over into fear and that
can become socially disabling. Recently I was talking to a guy from
Warwickshire county council in relation to the library event in Leamington. He joked that I should send him a message ‘by pigeon’. Instead of appreciating
this witticism, panic took hold. I assumed he was referring to some recent
manifestation of internet communication wizardry that had passed me by. The
Tweet had been superseded by Pigeon! There was a horrible silence on the phone.
My lack of knowledge morphed into a blank of heavy breathing. I was yet again
on my own little island of not so blissful ignorance.
Not that me and jokes have a comfortable history. Once while
performing at a fundraiser I quipped that if people went onto eBay they'd
find one of my kidneys for auction. There was a deathly hush followed by a few
titters then relieved sporadic chuckles. A friend later explained that there
were enough people in the audience who knew me to hesitate on the question of
whether I was mad enough to do such a thing. But I digress (hoorah)
The comments were ALL read before being deleted to make way
for more so in future I will navigate to the comments cog in sensible time and
publish the ones that say marvellous things.
Many Thanks.
And to fellow PANTs sufferers, the cure is to pretend it’s
not happening and eat cake.